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Not a Baby Anymore

My Hubby told me I need to have myself checked. Yesterday I was looking and watching at my son’s baby videos, when he first crawled, his first walk, his first nude video, etc. I watched it one by one.

Yep, looking at him now, he has grown. I can’t stop him from growing. How I wish I can turn back time. I wish he’ll be a baby forever. But that won’t happen, soon he’ll be a big boy. He will do his own thing, have his own set of friends, his own family. I can’t stop that from happening.

It is really hard to be a parent. You do everything for your kids and time will come, they have to leave. There’s nothing we can do but guide them and wish everything will turn out fine. I never really understood it until I became a parent myself.

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To My Son

From the time you were a tiny babe,
Then as a little boy;
I watched you grow into a man,
You have brought me so much joy.

In everything we have gone through,
I know that I am blessed;
No matter what the circumstance,
God sent His very best.

When I was praying for a son,
God placed down deep in you;
Everything I longed for,
And made all my dreams come true.

If God had given me the chance,
To search the world for a son;
My search would end when I found you,
For you are the perfect one.

-Allison Chambers Coxsey

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Happy Father’s Day!

Happy Father’s Day!

Happy Fathers Day Papa! Jaiden and I love you so much. Thank you for taking care of us and looking after us all the time.

To my Daddy, Happy Father’s Day too. I love you.

To all the Daddies in the world, Happy Father’s Day!
A Cake For You Papa
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The Reason to Celebrate Fathers Day
Our No. 1 DAD

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A Gift For Papa This Father’s Day

He wished for it, he got it. Papa wanted to have a new lcd monitor for his computer. He never thought Jaiden and I will buy it for him this Father’s Day. It was actually an advanced gift for Papa. It ain’t cheap alright, it costs $280! It’s like buying the Palm Pre with a new 2 year contract! Anyway, Papa deserves it. Happy Fathers’ Day Papa! Now I can’t afford your other “Blackberry Phone” wish…maybe next year. That is MAYBE :D

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Ross’ Fathers’ Day Wishlist

Here he goes again….

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Happiness After Sad Endings

When there are sad endings, we get frustrated and angry. We feel that we cannot move on, and we get stuck to where we are right at that moment.

For me, when you have exhausted all efforts to fight for what you want and still turns out that it’s not for you…then it is not meant to be yours. However, life has to go on. I will still find happiness in other things. Happiness for me dwells on what I have, not on what I can’t have.

There will always be happiness after sad endings. Endings are the beginnings of wonderful things to come.

I am thankful for what I have experienced, may it be happy or sad, but Im moving forward now…

There will be rainbow after the rain…. I will be happy.

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