Tuesday, January 30th, 2007
Im Back Online
Hello! And Im back online. I have my old PC back…and more… I’ve got a new table which Ross placed adjacent to our bed so I’ll have better access. With this tummy getting bigger by the week…I can’t move that freely anymore. Moreso, I can be compared to a “patabaing baboy”. I also have stocks of food in my cabinet…not to mention glasses of iced tea I consume everyday. Is it bad for the baby? Who cares anyway…he kicks like a horse now that sometimes I feel like blacking out.
My old pc is a mess but Im glad it’s back in my arms again. I don’t have to use Ross’ pc..it’s full of “HACKING SHIT”…that Im scared to click icons here and there. He always scolds me if his YM settings have been “accidentally” altered..hehehe.
I had time to play with my friendster profile. Didn’t know you can do pretty stuffs with slide.com, that even HTML dummies like me can create slideshows in an instant.
I’ve been worried sick on what to expect on my “delivery day”. I wish to have it the normal way but too afraid to experience pain, my threshold is not that good. Would they give me enough Demerol to keep me pain free while they induce delivery? I hate the thought of having a C-section, especially the scarry poking of my back with spinal anesthesia. Oh shit! It’s freaky. I’ve never been catheterized my whole life! I don’t wanna see a urinary bag hanging by my hospital bed. Damn, why do I have to go through these? Some of my experienced friends told me it’s just like moving your bowel. Yeah right! Moving my bowel but 20 times the size of my regulars! Im keeping my fingers crossed. “Bahala na si BATMAN”.
