Saturday, September 2nd, 2006
The Joys of “Mommy-hood”
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It’s quite exciting to know that someone is growing in your tummy. He gets bigger and bigger everyday. He shares in your happiness, sadness, energy and food???!! Yup, you gotta feed him too. Before I used to get up in bed really late, but now things changed. My husband calls and sends me messages early in the morning to remind me to wake up and eat breakfast!
It’s a joy to see his heart beating so fast even if he’s just 6 weeks old. When I saw him for the first time during my (hell i hated this procedure) transvaginal ultrasound, I almost cried. It didn’t even took a lot of time for the sonologist to locate him. He’s there…perfectly positioned at the center. I can’t believe he’s that big already..you could almost define his head from his body. It’s as if he’s saying that..”Mommy Im ALIVE”!
I just can’t believe I have him now. Even if I think of how hard and painful it will be to deliver him, it’s one of my greatest fears, I will be strong for my Seonne. I can’t wait to see how goodlooking he will be.
Although everyday, I still fear the thought of losing him because of my cramps and mainly because I learned so much from Medicine that it leaves me paranoid all the time.
But with much prayer….he will come out after 8 months. He’ll be in my arms soon.
Mommy and Daddy love you so much Seonne. We’ll wait.
on Sunday, September 3rd, 2006 at 5:53 pm:
Your post put tears in my eyes.
I’m happy for you and your husband, really.
I hope all goes well.